walau sakit..walau cinta..mintalah...

     as salam.....erm..salam ukhuwah...selmt sjhtera....salam satu MALAYSIA..!!!

ok....i hve story today...about...erm..kisah yg da lme..tp bwu nk write..disebabkn baby tgk rmai ade probs giniiy kan..bb pun rser ade mcm tuh..x silap la...>>pe niiy baby??..!!huh

beginii..bismillah..hrp sume rileks ye...

ade budak gurl..dtg jmpe baby...tanye mcm2 sal cinta...yela..dy bwu frust..>>aq sndiri?..x kott...

ok continue jum...nilah prbualan kmi...

''akak pnah kapel??''

''erm...pnah..npe niy...''..phm la aq skrg ble mlihat..tenung muke dy...SAH2...like me..tp niy lg teruk kot..>>ye je nona??

erm3....

''susah nk lupe cinta pertama kan?...''ha..tu dia..soklan cepumass..

aq pon x sure nk jwb perr..tp tgk dy cm perlu sgt dor0ngn..so sbg yg da ade pnglm...cewah...try la jgak..

''walau akak dah putus..akak still syg dy..tp disbabkn akak yg mtk..kekecewaan tu kurang sikit...mustahil x rse pape....''..erm..da start my ayat niiy..heee>>bangga btuuii..

ok..susun2 lg..go!!...

''btul kak...dy ade owg len..tp syg tuk dy still ade..npe x bnncii yep?..lemahnye hatii niyh..kn kak''

''adeq..,walau 9ti akak nikah ngn owg len..hati akak tetap cintaknnye...rindu selalu..akak x kan lupekn dy..adeq pon jgn lupekan taw..>>ek>btol kew tuh??...layan jelaa

''haa??peliik2 laa....akak..jgn duakn suami..x elok la gituh..ajrn sesat ka ny kak?tkut sy...''

''uit..adeq syg..,first love akak...dulu laki..skrg..ALLAH..akak mksdkan ALLAH yg MAHA ESA...yg maha pyaayang....then..,dy tergamam..>>x la mlopong dn blurr cgt..still cute..*_*

''cinta yg akak ckp tuh..bukan cinta pertme..tp cinta jgak la..dy cinta kedua..dan nombor2 len..''

haa..dgn pnuh ksopanan..aq nashat...erm..msti readers da agk kn3??...tula..hatiku teringin sgt ucap ayat2 ny tp tak terluah..akihrnye..heh

''akak..erm..sy tau tuh..tp cinta mnusia 2 la...''

''hahaa...adeq2...erm...ok2..cinta akak ngn si dia?..haha..cinte kiteowg uniik dan peliik la..secrett la yg tue..ape yg pstii...akak yg mtk words maut tue...PUTOSS...lgpon..dy ade gf skunk..mls akak nk kcu..tp lau kwn..akak sudii jewk...adeq nk balek kew bf adeq tu?..''

Adeq tu senyap memikirkan jwpn..dy sdg brtnye pd hatinye mungkin..

''gf bwu dy baek kak..x mgkin la kteowg sambunk..tp tah  npe putus..hati dy...em..tp sy x mgkin balek pd dy sbb dy yg wt hal..klu balek pon..syg da bkurang kot..''

''ye diq..akak ase..bf akak un cmtuh..dy x kn alek pd akakk ag.dy stia kt gf dy la..''

budak tu angguk setuju la dgn ayat2 aq...''

''yg pntiing dik...adeq kn skola ag...mmg adeq susah nk buang syg tue...sbb otak ny x de cip kite nk gune ssesuke ati...tp adeq kne egt...ALLAH selalu ade walau adeq x nmpk..adek mnagis sbb dy pun..ALLAH nmpk..adeq yakiinlah...ALLAH x kn bg ujian ny klu adeq x mampu...jodoh tetaap ade..adeq x ley kecewa or dendam..itu yg ALLAH x suke..kite pon x suke owg dendam ngn kite kan..biaq pi la owg tue..kite tetap kite..jgn la biaqkn hati niy trus sakiit..ubat kekecewaan tu..adeq yg cri..bukn bf bwu..bukn dgn dendam...tp mmg x salah titis air mata krn kecewa cuma jgn berlebihan smpai dosa sndiri kite x tangisi...''

'' mata dy start berkaca sudaa..haa ni aq x retii..pjuk2 laak..ha...aq nk stop kew?..then baek aq truskan jep..

''akak x la matang sgt...akak ny pon glew2 jgk..kapel??...owg len pnye citerr akak tau la...hehee..tp akak byk muhasabah diri niy..hatii...also IMAN kt dada ny..x ckup..''

''erm..akak betul...entah..emo sgt..yelaa..cinta prtme susaah..tp skrg dy cinta kdua la ye kak..heek..''

aq senyum mndgr...pahit lak rase...>>ikhlas dr hati nyy..

''..ok now...this is our life..jgn sampai life kite ny kos0ng sgt..byk lg bnder laa..adeq kne hati2..adek skul ag..x phm dunia luarr...akak pon bwu msuk dunia dewasa..cewaahh..tua sudaa..egt taw..saham x jatuh la...yakiinlah...erm2''..

huh~..pengakuan tu amat bermkne...yeah..tgungjwb...erm..x pnaah lepass laa..aq skrg mgharapkan ALLAH utk tlg tenangkn hattii..supaye mudah aq jalani hidup ny...amiinn..besynye ble muhasabah diri ny..rse nk pluk2 PC ni..hahaa

(*_*...uit...OVER SGT DAH TU BABY...??!!mabuk kaa....huk3..<_>@%#$&..ok..selesaaii...)

2 la readers...belive kpd ALLAH...jd selfish 2 pntiing..da salah...jgn buat ta tau..tp lau owg wt salah...jgn dendam plak..tgk keadaaan..mse..jam..minitt..dan saat...hu~hrap2 kowg pham2 kn this story or bebelan baby..erm..khas buwt mse dpn yg ta tau bpew lme lg niy..(uitt..tkot deyy..~)

penat nyerr tuliis2...nk berckp plak..haaha..daaaa..my blog..

now...let's fly without wingssz...~